I don’t know that I have an answer for that question.
This blog is really just a collection of my pent up
frustrations, my overwhelming emotional outbursts, all sprinkled with anything
I can offer to others who might not have anyone to turn to.
But here’s how I feel about leaving: I think about doing it all the time. I really do.
I think we probably all do. We
fell taken for granted. We feel ignored,
isolated, lonely and sad. Our whole
existence has become taking care of someone who hates us for doing it. How to you wake up each day and keep loving
someone who pushes you away? I guess you
just do. I mean, we do, don’t we?
I think the decision to leave your spouse is so beyond
personal. But if you are waking up still
wanting to stay and help most of the time, then it’s probably not time for you
to give up. If you are unsafe, or you
have hit the maximum of what you can emotionally endure, then it’s a good time
to reevaluate your situation.
You will never hear me judge someone for staying or
leaving. It’s such a personal choice
that is dependent on so many factors. I
encourage everyone to seek counseling if you can, both personal and marriage. I encourage you to continually evaluate the
situation and know that there is no shame in feeling defeated. There is no shame in staying or leaving.
I know that I had to make a choice and my choice was to
stick this out to the bitter end, but we all reach our crossroad at different
points. And when you do, the choice of
which way to turn can only be decided by you.
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