So, this will be my first foray into link ups and this particular link up, but I think it's a neat idea. The idea being to pour your heart out with honest things... So here it goes:
As you may well know by now, if you have been reading my blog, I don't exactly shy away from speaking my mind, but here's a few things that weigh heavily on me that I wish I could fit into a blog post in some way-
I'm sad that this blog, though a honest look at my feelings, is a complete debbie downer all the time. I really wish I could move past all the anger I feel and start seeing the humor in our situation.
In my real life, away from this blog, I'm actually a very optimistic person, you just can't tell because this is where I go to let out my deep secrets, well, my one secret anyway.
My husband still gives me butterflies when he smiles at me, he just doesn't smile as often anymore.
I still think of my wedding day as being one of the happiest days of my life. And as long as I do, I will continue to try to make this situation we are in work.
On an unblog related note:
Few people really bug me, but my neighbors happen to be some of them. Sadly, my husband likes them, so I am forced to be friends and make nice.
For the first time in a long time, I feel like I have real friends, even if I don't see them often. I had forgotten how nice it can be.
These are all little random tid bits that are inside my head, little things that I just needed to vocalize.
So there you have it. Pour Your Heart Out Wednesday. :)